Here is my very first mom and picture. It was taken October 11 2008. 1 am. He was about 14 hours old. I went to the nursery to try and feed him :)
I gave birth to Mateo at around 11 am , October 10. I was so scared of pain that the last thing that I remembered was me begging my anesthesiologist to name sure I was not gonna feel anything. Then I woke up a few hours after :)
It was way past midnight but I wanted to see Mateo so badly! I was still hooked up to an IV line and had a catheter on. Epidural pain catheter and the bad catheter :) But I woke Hubby up and asked him to wheel me to the nursery :) He dutifully followed :) thanks Hun!
I cab still vividly remember the feeling when I was being wheeled to the nursery. The corridor of slmc seemed so white! My heart was beating fast. I was praying that I connect with him...
And we did. We did :)
I remember looking at him and feeling so blessed. I kissed his soft cheeks and felt myself choking up, nearly in tears. I was do happy. I felt complete :)
He even gave me a tiny dimpled smile :)
Sigh. Yep. I'm a fan :)
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